I sit on a bed
Not unhealthy but in palliative care
Around me, the smiling dying
Taking transfusions and chemos
Like infants at the breast
Wide-eyed, safe at the succour
Embraced by the fleshy but sexless carers
Who leave their own problems at the door
And administer to, and talk to, and
Engage with those who do not know
What tomorrow will bring
I do
I read the news while the blood drips out
The technical leak that keeps me healthy
While the murderous leash of cancer
Remorselessly expunges hope from some
In their anaemic, leukemic state
Chester, England, April 2004